Acid it was love at first sight I opened like a flower to the point of his loving the next day he cut me dead making a play for the next one I decided men would dance to my acid rock hard Balancing I was moping surly bored saw her sail across the lake her figure balancing want a sail she asked never did it I replied she jumped off made me try after falling eighty times I sailed out and back again and she danced excitedly Ballerina I was looking at the crabs sea trivia on the shore till ecstasy made me dance to the music of the waves then a couple came closer so I put on the decorum why did you stop they called we had thought of joining in Bastard I don't know the bastards that denied me family I got parents who adopted to improve my behaviour to shatter their designs my bad grades hauled them up on the carpet of the school psychologist when finally I was locked behind bars to keep them out I knew freedom to think pray why are parents so awful God said he invented them why did I get so bad a deal he said that he was dealer I said okay I can take it I can't stand life at home but I honour the parents who raised me even feel for the sinful bastards Buddhist feeling my age I sat looking at the far Himalayas oh great artist I want to know who you are forgive the past give me hope for the future then I heard the avalanche that killed me and I watched a Christian missionary feel my hand said gloomily I came too late to save his soul Cage he lectured against Victorian inhibitions birds are not to be caged we humans must be free he took me in I took him in he felt free to play rock full blast in the night did his best in my cage to seduce my daughter till I was freed to evict him Cana at the wedding it went well till she came to warn me they are pouring the last skin I remembered the creation drawing water into vines grapes sweetening for harvest so they filled the water pots the best man a connoiseur was impressed with the vintage Canary my dear mother hated yellow whacked me when I picked dandelions aged fifteen I secretly went bought frilly yellow underwear when she died I wore yellow from the casket fluttered a canary Carnation I passed by Bill's garden immaculate a carnation invited me to its scent wondered about taking it home to my wife I looked up embarrassed but Bill seemed pleased that his flower was admired Caught I noticed her long legs and the shape of her blouse intended to pass her by but her eyes caught mine as if we knew each other how are you I asked I was fine she answered till you looked so rudely Chewed under the bench my hand touched gum that stuck a mourner there while preached the droning on life chewed away my mint can God renew the savour